Monday, March 29, 2004 
Amazing how you can find a song that sums up everything you feel:
 It's getting to the point
 Where I'm no fun anymore
 I am sorry
 Sometimes it hurts so badly
 I must cry out loud
 I am lonely
 I am yours, you are mine
 You are what you are
 And you make it hard-
 
 Remember what we've said and done and felt
 about each other
 Oh babe, have mercy
 Don't let the past remind us of what we are not now
 I am not dreaming.
 I am yours, you are mine
 You are what you are
 And you make it hard-
 
 Tearing yourself away from me now
 You are free and I am crying
 This does not mean I don't love you
 I do, that's forever, yes and for always
 I am yours, you are mine
 You are what you are
 And you make it hard-
 
 Something inside is telling me that
 I've got your secret. Are you still listening?
 Fear is the lock, and laughter the key to your heart
 And I love you.
 
 I am yours, you are mine, you are what you are
 And you make it hard-
 And you make it hard-
 -Crosby, Stills, Nash & Young
 
 
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Monday, March 01, 2004 
Well, I found this through Vanessa's blog. Apparently I'm really May...
MAY:
 
 Stubborn and hard-hearted.  Yes, yes I am.
 Strong-willed and highly motivated. When I am motivated
 Sharp thoughts. Maybe
 Easily angered. But I probably won't let you know it, unless you're family.
 Attracts others and loves attention. True
 Deep feelings. Very deep
 Beautiful physically and mentally. What do you think?
 Firm Standpoint. No...I often lose my footing
 Needs no motivation. Very false
 Easily consoled. By a select group of people
 Systematic (left brain). I've forgotten what this means.
 Loves to dream. Daydream, nightdream, is life a dream?
 Strong clairvoyance. Ask my sister.
 Understanding. Too much sometimes
 Sickness usually in the ear and neck. And everywhere else
 Good imagination. Yes
 Good physical. No...unless it means my body looks good.
 Weak breathing. Yeah, tends to be in smokers.
 Loves literature and the arts. Yeah
 Loves traveling. Yeah
 Dislike being at home. Which is why I don't live there nine months out of the year
 Restless. And young
 Not having many children. I used to think I'd have one of the truckloads of children. I'd be happy with two. Like Danielle and Vanessa
 Hardworking. No
 High spirited. When I'm high-spirited
 Spendthrift. Absolutely not. I just spent a hundred in shoes.
 
 
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